The Way Up to Heaven – Pre-Intermediate Level
All her life, Mrs Foster had had an almost unhealthy fear of missing a train, a plane, a boat, or even a theatre starting time. She didn’t worry about other things in her daily life. But the simple thought of being late at times like this would throw her into such a state of nerves that she would develop a twitch. It was nothing much – just a tiny movement of the muscle in the corner of the left eye, causing it to continuously open and close. But the worst part about it was that the twitching would not stop until an hour or so after the train or plane or whatever it was had been safely caught.
It is really strange how in certain people worrying about a simple thing like catching a train can grow into something that has a major effect on their life. Whenever they had to go somewhere, Mrs Foster would be ready to leave at least half an hour before it was time to go. She would step out of the lift on the ground floor of their house, with hat and coat and gloves, and be quite unable to sit down. Then she would walk about from room to room until her husband, who must have known of her state, finally came from his study and suggested in a cool dry voice that perhaps they had better get going.
Mr Foster may possibly have had a right to be a little angry at this foolishness of his wife’s. However, he could have had no excuse for making her suffer by keeping her waiting without a good reason. Mind you, it is by no means certain that this is what he did. Yet, whenever they were to go somewhere, he was always a minute or two late. And when this happened, he didn’t seem worried at all. This made it hard to believe that he wasn’t trying to bring on one of her twitching attacks. He must have known that she would never call out and tell him to hurry. He had taught her too well for that. He must also have known that if he was prepared to wait until after the last moment of safety, he could drive her into a state of uncontrollable crying. Once or twice in the later years of their married life, it seemed almost as though he had wanted to miss a train in order to do this.
If (though one cannot be sure) Mr Foster did do this to hurt her, his actions were truly unfair. Other than this one small weakness which Mrs Foster could not control, she was and always had been a good and loving wife. For over thirty years, she had served him well. There was no question about this. Even she, who rarely felt proud of anything she did, knew it. For years she would not let herself believe that Mr Foster would ever knowingly treat her so badly. However there had been times recently when she had caught herself beginning to wonder.
Mr Eugene Foster was nearly seventy years old. He and his wife lived in a large six floor house in New York City, on East Sixty-second Street. They had four servants. It was a dark and depressing place, and few people came to visit them. But on this morning in January, the house had come alive and there was a lot of running about. One servant was going through the house putting out dust sheets in every room. Another was following, placing them over the furniture. The butler was bringing down suitcases and leaving them in the hall. The cook kept popping up from the kitchen to have a word with the butler. Mrs Foster, in an old-fashioned coat and with a black hat on the top of her head, was flying from room to room acting as if she was trying to make sure that everything was done correctly. Actually, the only thing she was thinking about was that she was going to miss her plane if her husband didn’t come out of his study soon and get ready.
“What time is it, Walker?” she said to the butler as she passed him.
“It’s ten minutes past nine, Madam.”
“And has the car come?”
“Yes, Madam, it’s waiting. I’m just going to put the luggage in now.”
“It takes an hour to get to the airport,” she said. “My plane leaves at eleven. I have to be there half an hour before it leaves to complete the paper work. I shall be late. I just know I’m going to be late.”
“I think you have enough time, Madam,” the butler said kindly. “I told Mr Foster that you must leave at nine-fifteen. There’s still another five minutes.”
“Yes, Walker, I know, I know. But get the luggage in quickly, will you please?”
She began walking up and down the hall, and whenever the butler came by, she asked him the time. This, she kept telling herself, was the one plane she must not miss. It had taken months to get her husband to agree for her to go. If she missed it, he might easily decide that she should not go at all. And the trouble was that for some reason he wanted to come to the airport to see her off.
“Dear God,” she said, “I’m going to miss it. I know, I know, I know I’m going to miss it.” The little muscle beside the left eye was twitching madly now. The eyes themselves were very close to tears.
“What time is it, Walker?”
“It’s eighteen minutes past, Madam.”
“Now I really will miss it!” she cried. “Oh, I wish he would come!”
This was an important journey for Mrs Foster. She was going all alone to Paris to visit her daughter, her only child, who was married to a Frenchman. Mrs Foster didn’t care much for the Frenchman, but she loved her daughter, and, more than that, she had developed a great need to set eyes on her three grandchildren. She knew them only from the many photographs that her daughter had sent, which she kept putting up all over the house. They were beautiful, these children. She loved them dearly, and each time a new picture came she would carry it away and sit with it for a long time. She would look at it lovingly, searching the small faces for signs of her side of the family that meant so much.
And now, lately, she had come more and more to feel that she did not really wish to live out her days in New York. She wanted to be near these children, and have them visit her, and take them for walks, and buy them presents, and watch them grow. She knew, of course, that it was wrong to have thoughts like these while her husband was still alive. Although he was no longer active in his many businesses, he would never agree to leave New York and live in Paris. It was a miracle that he had ever agreed to let her fly over there alone for six weeks to visit them. But, oh, how she wished she could live there always, and be close to them!
“Walker, what time is it?”
“Twenty-two minutes past, Madam.”
As he spoke, a door opened and Mr Foster came into the hall. He stood for a moment and looked at his wife, as she looked back at him. He was a small but well dressed old man, with a huge bearded face that looked like those old photographs of Andrew Carnegie.
“Well,” he said, “Perhaps we’d better get going fairly soon if you want to catch that plane.”
“Yes, dear – yes! Everything’s ready. The car’s waiting.”
“That’s good,” he said watching her closely.
“Here’s Walker with your coat, dear. Put it on.”
“I’ll be with you in a moment,” he said. “I’m just going to wash my hands.”
She waited for him, and the tall butler stood beside her, holding the coat and the hat.
“Walker, will I miss it?”
“No, Madam,” the butler said. “I think you’ll make it all right.”
Then Mr Foster appeared again, and the butler helped him on with his coat. Mrs Foster hurried outside and got into the waiting car. Her husband came after her, but he walked down the steps of the house slowly, stopping halfway to look up at the sky and to smell the cold morning air.
“It looks a bit foggy,” he said as he sat down beside her in the car. “And it’s always worse out there at the airport. I shouldn’t be surprised if the airport is closed already.”
“Don’t say that, dear – please.”
They didn’t speak again until the car had crossed over the river to Long Island.
“I organized everything with the servants,” Mr Foster said. “They’re all going off today. I gave them half pay for six weeks and told Walker I’d let him know when we wanted them back.”
“Yes,” she said. “He told me.”
“I’ll move into the club tonight. It’ll be a nice change staying at the club.”
“Yes, dear. I’ll write to you.”
“I’ll call in at the house from time to time to see that everything’s all right and to pick up any letters.”
“But don’t you really think Walker should stay there all the time to look after things?” she asked softly.
“Don’t be silly. We don’t need him to. And anyway, I’d have to give him full pay.”
“Oh yes,” she said. “Of course.”
“What’s more, you never know what people get up to when they’re left alone in a house,” Mr Foster said. And with that he took out a cigar and, after cutting off the end, lit it with a gold lighter.
She sat still in the car, with her hands held tightly together under a blanket that the driver had provided.
“Will you write to me?” she asked.
“I’ll see,” he said. “But probably not. You know I don’t hold with letter writing unless there’s something important to say.”
“Yes, dear, I know. So don’t you bother.”
As they got closer to the airport, the fog began to thicken and the car had to slow down.
“Oh dear!” cried Mrs Foster. “I’m sure I’m going to miss it now! What time is it?”
“Stop complaining,” the old man said. “It doesn’t matter anyway. The airport is sure to be closed. They never fly in this sort of weather. I don’t know why you took the trouble to come out.”
She couldn’t be sure, but it seemed to her that there was suddenly a new note in his voice, and she turned to look at him. It was difficult to see any change in the look on his face under his beard. The mouth was what counted. She wished, as she had so often before, that she could see the mouth clearly. The eyes never showed anything unless he was very angry.
“Of course,” he went on, “if it does happen to go, then I agree with you – you’ll be certain to miss it now. Why don’t you accept it?”
She turned away and looked through the window at the fog. It seemed to be getting thicker as they went along, and now she could only just make out the edge of the road and the area of grass next to it. She knew that her husband was still looking at her and quickly looked at him again. This time she noticed with a kind of horror that he was carefully watching the little place in the corner of her left eye where she could feel the muscle twitching.
“Won’t you?” he said.
“Won’t I what?”
“Be sure to miss it now if it goes. We can’t drive fast in this fog.”
He didn’t speak to her any more after that. The car slowly drove on and on. The driver had a yellow lamp directed on to the edge of the road, and this helped him to keep going. Other lights, some white and some yellow, kept coming out of the fog towards them, and there was a very bright one that followed close behind them all the time.
Suddenly, the driver stopped the car.
“There!” Mr Foster cried. “We’re stuck. I knew it.”
“No, sir,” the driver said, turning round. “We made it. This is the airport.”
Without a word, Mrs Foster jumped out and hurried through the main entrance into the building. There were many unhappy people standing around the ticket desks. Most of them were waiting to catch their plane. She pushed her way through and spoke to one of the airline staff.
“Yes,” he said. “Your plane will be a little late leaving. But please don’t go away. We’re expecting this weather to clear any moment.”
She went back to her husband who was still sitting in the car and told him the news. “But don’t you wait, dear,” she said. “There’s no sense in that.”
“I won’t,” he answered. “So long as the driver can get me back. Can you get me back, driver?”
“I think so,” the man said.
“Is the luggage out?”
“Good-bye, dear,” Mrs Foster said, putting her head into the car and giving her husband a small kiss on the side of his face.
“Good-bye,” he answered. “Have a good trip.”
The car drove off, and Mrs Foster was left alone.
The rest of the day was like a bad dream for her. She sat for hour after hour on a hard seat, as close to the airline desk as possible. Every thirty minutes or so she would get up and ask if anything had changed. She always got the same answer. She must continue to wait, because the fog might blow away at any moment. It wasn’t until after six in the evening that they finally told the people waiting that the plane would not leave until eleven o’clock the next morning.
Mrs Foster didn’t quite know what to do when she heard this news. She stayed sitting in the same place for at least another half-hour. She tried to think, in a tired, uncertain sort of way, where she might go to spend the night. She hated to leave the airport. She didn’t wish to see her husband. She was scared that in one way or another he would finally manage to stop her from getting to France. She would have liked to remain just where she was, sitting in the airport the whole night through. That would be the safest. But she was already very tired, and it didn’t take her long to see that this was a silly thing for an old woman to do. So in the end she went to a phone and called the house.
Her husband, who was on the point of leaving for the club, answered it himself. She told him the news, and asked whether the servants were still there.
“They’ve all gone,” he said.
“In that case, dear, I’ll just get myself a room somewhere for the night. And don’t you bother yourself about it at all.”
“That would be foolish,” he said. “You’ve got a large house here that you can sleep in. Use it.”
“But, dear, it’s empty.”
“Then I’ll stay with you myself”
“There’s no food in the house. There’s nothing.”
“Then eat before you come in. Don’t be so stupid, woman. You seem to want to make everything you do into a bigger problem than it is.”
“Yes,” she said. “I’m sorry. I’ll get myself a sandwich here, and then I’ll come on in.”
The fog had cleared a little outside. But it was still a long, slow drive in the taxi, and she didn’t get back to the house on Sixty-second Street until fairly late.
Her husband came out from his study when he heard her coming in. “Well,” he said, standing by the study door, “how was Paris?”
“We leave at eleven in the morning,” she answered.
“You mean if the fog clears.”
“It’s clearing now. There’s a wind coming up.”
“You look tired,” he said. “You must have had a difficult day.”
“It wasn’t very nice. I think I’ll go straight to bed.”
“I’ve ordered a car for the morning,” he said. “Nine o’clock.”
“Oh, thank you, dear. And I certainly hope you’re not going to bother to come all the way out again to see me off.”
“No,” he said slowly. “I don’t think I will. But there’s no reason why you shouldn’t drop me at the club on your way.”
She looked at him. At that moment he seemed to be standing a long way off from her, in a place she could not reach. He was suddenly so small and far away that she couldn’t be sure what he was doing, or what he was thinking, or even what he was.
“The club is in the city center,” she said. “It isn’t on the way to the airport.”
“But you’ll have enough time, my dear. Don’t you want to drop me at the club?”
“Oh, yes – of course.”
“That’s good. Then I’ll see you in the morning at nine.”
She went up to her bedroom on the second floor, and she was so tired from her day that she fell asleep soon after she lay down.
Next morning, Mrs Foster was up early. By eight-thirty she was downstairs and ready to leave.
Shortly after nine, her husband appeared. “Did you make any coffee?” he asked.
“No, dear. I thought you’d get a nice breakfast at the club. The car is here. It’s been waiting. I’m all ready to go.”
They were standing in the hall. They always seemed to be meeting in the hall nowadays, she with her hat and coat and purse, he in an old-fashioned jacket.
“It’s at the airport.”
“Ah yes,” he said. “Of course. And if you’re going to take me to the club first, we’d better get going fairly soon, hadn’t we?”
“Yes!” she cried. “Oh, yes – please!”
“I’m just going to get a few cigars. I’ll be right with you. You get in the car.”
She turned and went out to where the driver was standing. “What time is it?” she asked as he opened the car door for her.
Mr Foster came out five minutes later. As on the day before, he stopped halfway down to smell the air and to examine the sky. The weather was still not quite clear, but she could see that a little sunlight was starting to shine through the fog.
“Perhaps you’ll be lucky this time,” he said as he sat down beside her in the car.
“Hurry, please,” she said to the driver. “Don’t bother about the blanket. I’ll take care of it. Please get going. I’m late.”
The man went back to his seat behind the wheel and started the engine.
“Just a moment!” Mr Foster said suddenly. “Hold it a moment, driver, will you?”
“What is it, dear?” She saw him searching the pockets of his overcoat.
“I had a little present I wanted you to take to Ellen,” he said. “Now, where on earth is it? I’m sure I had it in my hand as I came down.”
“I never saw you carrying anything. What sort of present?”
“A little box wrapped up in white paper. I forgot to give it to you yesterday. I don’t want to forget it today.”
“A little box!” Mrs Foster cried. “I never saw any little box!” She began searching wildly in the back of the car.
Her husband continued looking through the pockets of his coat. Then he unbuttoned the coat and felt around in his jacket. “Oh dear,” he said, “I must’ve left it in my bedroom. I won’t be a moment.”
“Oh, please!” she cried. “We haven’t got time! Please leave it! You can send it by post. It’s only one of those silly combs anyway. You’re always giving her combs.”
“And what’s wrong with combs, may I ask?” he said, angry that she should have forgotten herself for once.
“Nothing, dear, I’m sure. But…
“Stay here!” he said sharply. “I’m going to get it.”
“Be quick, dear! Oh, please be quick!”
She sat still, waiting and waiting.
“Driver, what time is it?”
The man looked at his watch. “I make it nearly nine-thirty.”
“Can we get to the airport in an hour?”
At this point, Mrs Foster suddenly saw a corner of something white stuck behind the seat on the side where her husband had been sitting. She reached over and pulled out a small box wrapped in white paper. As she did this, she couldn’t help noticing that it was stuck tightly and deeply, as though pushed down with the help of a hand.
“Here it is!” she cried. “I’ve found it! Oh dear, and now he’ll be up there for ever searching for it! Driver, quickly run in and call him down, will you please?”
The driver, with a small Irish mouth, looked like a man who did not like being told what to do. He didn’t care very much for any of this, but he climbed out of the car and went up the steps to the front door of the house. Then he turned and came back.
“Door’s locked,” he said. “You got a key?”
“Yes – wait a minute.” She began hunting madly in her purse, her little face tight with worry.
“Here it is! No I’ll go myself. It’ll be quicker. I know where he’ll be.”
She hurried out of the car and up the steps to the front door, holding the key in one hand. She put the key into the key hole and was about to turn it… and then she stopped. Her head came up, and she stood there without moving. Her whole body came to a stop right in the middle of all this hurry to turn the key and get into the house. She waited – five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten seconds. It seemed as though she was trying to hear again and understand some sound that had been made a moment before somewhere deep inside the house. Yes – it was certain that she was listening. She appeared to be moving one of her ears closer and closer to the door. Now it was right up against the door, and she did not move for yet another few seconds. She stood there with head up, ear to the door, hand on the key, about to enter but not entering.
Then, all at once, she sprang to life again. She took the key from the door and came running back down the steps.
“It’s too late!” she cried to the driver. “I can’t wait for him, I simply can’t. I’ll miss the plane. Hurry now, driver, hurry! To the airport!”
If the driver had been watching her closely, he might have noticed that her face had turned white and the way she looked had suddenly changed. There was a strange hardness in place of the soft and silly look that was there before. The small, weak mouth was now tight and thin. Her eyes were bright, and her voice, when she spoke, carried a new note of someone in complete control of their life.
“Hurry, driver, hurry!”
“Isn’t your husband travelling with you?” the man asked, surprised.
“Certainly not! I was only going to drop him at the club. It won’t matter. He’ll understand. He’ll get a taxi. Don’t sit there talking, man. Get going! I’ve got a plane to catch for Paris!”
With Mrs Foster continually telling him go quickly from the back seat, the man drove fast all the way. She reached the airport just in time. Soon she was high up over the Atlantic Ocean, sitting back happily in her chair, listening to the sound of the engines. She was heading for Paris at last. The new feeling was still with her. She felt unusually strong and, in a strange sort of way, wonderful. Her heart was beating little quickly, but this was more from complete surprise at what she had done than anything else. As the plane flew farther and farther away from New York and East Sixty-second Street, a great sense of calmness came upon her. By the time she reached Paris, she was just as strong and cool and calm as she could wish.
She met her grandchildren, and they were even more beautiful in real life than in their photographs. They were wonderful, she told herself. And every day she took them for walks, and fed them cakes, and bought them presents, and told them children’s stories.
Once a week, on Tuesdays, she wrote a letter to her husband – a nice, long letter full of what she had been doing and local news. It always ended with the words “Now be sure to take your meals on time, dear. I’m worried that you may not be doing this when I’m not with you.’
When the six weeks were up, everybody was sad that she had to return to America, to her husband. Everybody, that is, but her. Surprisingly, she didn’t seem to mind as much as one might have expected. And when she kissed them all good-bye, there was something in the way she did it and in the things she said that suggested that she might return in the not too distant future.
However, like the good wife she was, she came back on time. Six weeks after she had left for France, she caught the plane back to New York.
As she left the airport, Mrs Foster was interested to see that there was no car to meet her. It is possible that she might even have thought that this was a good thing. But she was very calm and did not give too much money to the man who carried her bags and helped her into a taxi.
New York was colder than Paris, and dirty snow was lying on the side of the streets. The taxi stopped in front of the house on Sixty-second Street, and Mrs Foster asked the driver to carry her two large suitcases to the top of the steps. Then she paid him off and rang the bell. She waited, but there was no answer. Just to make sure, she rang again. She could hear it ringing loudly far away at the back of the house. But still no one came.
So she took out her own key and opened the door herself.
The first thing she saw as she entered were hundreds of letters lying on the floor where they had fallen after being pushed through the letter box. The grandfather clock was still covered with a dust sheet. The house was dark and cold, and had an unusually depressing feeling. There was also a strange smell in the air that she had not noticed before.
She walked quickly across the hall and disappeared for a moment around the corner to the left, at the back. There was something carefully planned about this action. She had the air of a woman who is off to find out if something she thinks might have happened is true. There was a pleased look on her face when she returned a few seconds later.
She stopped for a moment in the centre of the hall, as though wondering what to do next. Then, suddenly, she turned and went across into her husband’s study. She found his address book on the desk. After hunting through it for a while she picked up the phone and called a number.
“Hello,” she said. “Listen – this is Nine East Sixty-second Street. Yes, that’s right. Could you send someone round as soon as possible, do you think? Yes, it seems to be stuck between the second and third floors. Right away? Oh, that’s very kind of you. You see, my legs aren’t any too good for walking up a lot of stairs. Thank you so much. Good-bye.”
She hung up the phone and sat there at her husband’s desk, waiting for the man who would be coming soon to fix the lift.