In this story by ZZ Packer, an African-American woman completing her first year at Yale University struggles with her identity and sexuality. Thanks to a comment during orientation, she is assigned a year of close-watch and psychiatric counselling. When not attending class she lives as a recluse, spurning friendships until linking up with an overweight white girl. The two form a close relationship with moments of sexual tension, until the friend comes out as a lesbian. The protagonist immediately cuts her off, later regretting the decision and wishing they could reunite. Other themes include misanthropy, loneliness, friendship, race, pretense.
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