In this humorous story by Gish Jen, a Chinese-American woman whose mother recently passed away reflects on a brief period in her childhood when her mother somehow fell out of their bedroom window. At the time of the fall she was a fifth grader in a Catholic school, obsessed with the idea of becoming a martyr and performing miracles. When her precious comfort beads fall through a drainage grate in the road, she wakes to a “vision” telling her how to recover them. Themes include religious belief, marital conflict, family, friendship, loss. More…
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What Means Switch
In this coming of age story by Gish Jen, a thirteen-year-old Chinese-American girl is caught between a cultural chasm and her wish to reach “first base” with a new boy at school. Her friends exchange boyfriend stories, and she badly wants one to share. Unfortunately the boy, who is visiting from Japan, resists intimate contact. They ultimately develop strong feelings for one another, but things fall apart when she tries too hard for the kiss. In breaking away, he adds new meaning to the expression to “flip” someone. Themes: cultural identity, desire to “fit in”, infatuation/puppy love, self-discipline. More…
Birthmates
Life for Gish Gen’s Chinese-American protagonist is not looking good. A salesman in a dying industry, he has recently divorced due to different “perspectives” on racism at work and his inability to grieve over his wife’s two miscarriages and a medical termination. Upon arrival at a sales convention, he finds that he has booked into a welfare hotel where playful children assault him the following morning. The kindness of one of its residents and a lost job opportunity cause him to finally face the loss of his wife and “child”. Themes: paranoia, self-esteem, alienation, loss, grief, cultural differences, racism, desperation. More…
The White Umbrella
In this story by Gish Jen, a young Chinese-American girl is embarrassed about her mother having to work. It is a rainy afternoon, and at piano class the girl admires a beautiful white umbrella. She knows that if she asks for one her mother’s answer will be something like: What’s the matter with a raincoat? All you want is things, just like an American. When the kind piano teacher gives the girl the umbrella she says: I wish you were my mother. She soon regrets these words and decides that the umbrella is not so great after all. More…